It trickles down her hair and across the cheek,

Leaving a stain.

It falls from her eyelashes down to her arm,

Creating a splatter.

It creeps down her leg and lands by her feet,

Dripping into the crimson abyss.

Hello!
It's been a while again! ^.^
I've been super busy recently, which is a reason why I haven't been posting for a while.
Also I...don't really know exactly what to write about now... O.O
Yes, I've been working on that final/overall SAO review, but sometimes, my head starts to hurt and I take a break....a very long break O.O (forgive meh!!!!)
...
Okay, I admit it. I've been lazy, but I still actually do have a lot of work.

One thing that I want to say now (I don't know if I've said it before, but it doesn't hurt to say it twice, right?) is that the poems I write are not always about me. Some of my friends read my blog and started to worry about whether I was suicidal or depressed because of my poems O.o Well, I'm not. I just find it easier to write dark poems. I don't really now why though, because I consider myself to be a pretty happy person, optimistic even. Anyways, the speakers of my poems are not always me. (heck, sometimes I don't really know what I'm writing about :\)

I've been thinking, should I start reviewing Ouran High School Host Club? (After Sword Art Online, of course) It's an anime that I watched way back but recently, I've seen some clips from it and am tempted to rewatch it (I'm already rereading the manga). Well, just an idea.

Finally, about a week or so ago, I went through my blog and read my old posts. And I found that I used to be really rude and arrogant sometimes (actually, I think I still am a little). For example, my post about Rebecca Black's "Friday" song. I think I was inspired to write about it a few days after watching the Kids React video for "Hot Problems" (a song with horrible lyrics sung by two tone-deaf girls) by the Fine Brothers. I guess I was just in that crappy mood at the time and started to spew a bunch of crap about it (excuse the language, please).
I should probably apologize to possible fans, my readers (if I have any at all, I can't really tell) and those that I have offended, but I have to say that that was my opinion at the time.

I think that that's all I have for now.
Bye! :D

And Happy Spring Break to those who have started it :)

Betrayed

I laugh at my thoughts:
"She wouldn't leave me,"
"He would never do that."

They try to trick me into thinking that I'm not alone.
that I'm surrounded by people.
People who "love" my company.
People who "love" me just the way I am.

And when the people around me betray me, trick me, desert me,
I don't question them.
I believe that it wasn't their fault.
That it was mine.

They don't love me.
They never cared.
If they were never at my side, then how is it possible for them to betray me?

I laugh at my thoughts, which trick me into thinking that I was once loved.

I'm back :)

Hello!
Sorry, it's been a while, hasn't it... ^.^"
Well, I'm still a bit busy, but I wanted to share some stuff that I've found recently.

First off, this video:

It's part of a something called the To This Day Project, which is trying to help victims of bullying.
I was practically crying through this whole thing TT^TT.
The guy's voice and the animation is just so strong and powerful.

Second, is Jayesslee!!!!
They are really, really good singers.
Here's their cover of Psy's "Gangnam Style" that they've posted recently (I know, you're probably thinking, "'Gangnam Style'? That's so old now!!!" But trust me this time. Their version is really good too ^.^)

I love these two now! I wish that I had discovered them sooner (Thank you, Fine Brothers and your 50 Youtube Spoilers of February 2013 -.-)
If you like this cover, you should also check out their "Officially Missing You" cover too. ^.^

I have to go back to work now, but I hope that you enjoyed those two videos >.<
Bye! :D

Also, Happy Early Birthday to a close friend of mine :)

Am I, Do I?

Am I needed?
Am I loved?
Do I serve a purpose?

I would leave this world now, but that would be far too pitiable.
I don't need anyone's pity.
I would leave this world now, but I wonder, "Would anyone miss me?"
I don't know anyone's love.
I would leave this world now, but I feel that my existence would be wasted.
I don't have a reason not to go.

But do I deserve to go?

Dissatisfaction

What exactly is it that you want?
I do not want all the money in the world.
I can't and don't want to live off or on of my hobbies.
Music bores me...

...I'm too impatient for drawing

Even writing is a long process.

I guess that answer would be...happiness.

And what is happiness?

To me, happiness is not sure bliss.

Sitting on a quiet, breezy hill would be boring as hell.

Happiness is not with my friends, as much as I enjoy it, as it can be suffocating too.

Happiness should be exciting, not normal.

Happiness should be in the future.

And where does your future lie?

My future...

It could be where I am now...

...It could be halfway across the universe.

But my future...

I...do not know.

I don't know.

The birds start to chirp.
Water from up above stops.
Mirror on the ground.